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About The Forgotten One:

My family hates me, only shows indoors, and I feel dejected. My harmony has been lost.

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Why stay.

I have been feeling trapped in this house. I know I'm not wanted, so why should I stay. I alway think about going to the kitchen, grabbing a knife, and stabing myself. I don't want to be here, but I have no where to go. I don't want to kill myself, but that is where my mind keeps ending up. Sometimes I just dont undersand anything any more. I don't understand kids my age, or my own family. I don't know why everyone I know hates me. I won't kill myself because that would be like letting them get away with how they treat me. I'm starting to hate my family.

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The Forgotten One ranted 5 years, 4 months ago. Viewed 21 times.

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Every time! Damn it!

You know what I always notice? I double think every thing I do when my parents are around, but they second they are back I drop everything I was thinking. This happens every time! I'm always mad at everyone for they way they act around me, but do a one eighty when they come back… What is wrong with me?

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The Forgotten One ranted 5 years, 6 months ago. Viewed 23 times.

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Just me...

I'm all ways left out. I'm the last to know, and the last to be told. Half of the time nobody tells me and I have to find out on my own. Oh and if any one finds out I want to know they say I'm snooping. I messed up today and the house was 'hurt' so now my family yells down my throat and doesn't let me hear the end of it. They yell louder when I look unfazed. I don't show emotion so I guess that why they hate me. Sometimes I think they hate me for something that happened before I was born… I will never understand…

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The Forgotten One ranted 5 years, 6 months ago. Viewed 19 times.

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Forgotten

I feel as though I am the forgotten one. I feel as though my parents look at me and say with their eyes, "You're lying, you're not in pain, you just want to stay here." That's not true. I want to leave, and never return. I was in my room crying my eyes out saying don't leave me alone, please! So what do they do? Leave without saying goodbye… The whole time my mother was just telling me take a pill you'll feel better. Well guess what! She gave me a pill then tried to usher me out the door… I am in extreme pain and she wants me to go to school… I only insist I stay home when I can't move… Oh and another thing the pill she gave me after yelling at me needs to be taken with food… Right now I am dizzy as all hell and I don't think she would care if she knew… My dad is the one who says I can stay when I tell my mother I can't go… I just feel so alone in this world… I have one person who really cares about my well being… Wait, two…. One is my Dog who was right next to me while I was crying my eyes out, and the other is my best friend…

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The Forgotten One ranted 5 years, 6 months ago. Viewed 25 times.

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