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About Radium:

I like to draw nd stuff.

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I hate myself.

I hate myself.
I'm so done f***ing everything up.
I would have hacked the s*** out of my arm by now, if there wasn't the risk of my friends finding out that I relapsed.
Yet, I also wish something tragic would happen to me.
I just want people to care.
I want my best friend to stop lying about her feelings.
There are a lot of things I want, and I'm NEVER going to get them.

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Radium ranted 4 years, 6 months ago. Viewed 26 times.

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I know I am.

"I know i'm good for something , I just haven't found it yet ."

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Radium ranted 5 years ago. Viewed 26 times.

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This is kinda based on addiction Because, a lot of people in my life are addicted to cutting themselves I'm ...

This is kinda based on addiction
Because, a lot of people in my life are addicted to cutting themselves
I'm so done with it
Today I wrote a little something
I guess it's nice
But I needed to get this out.

"The solution to all your problems is to not do it.
The start of all your problems is the fact that you started.
Another solution is time travel,
But that's not happening now is it?"

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Radium ranted 5 years, 1 month ago. Viewed 45 times.

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You're just too dramatic for me to handle.

I'm so sick of all this dramatic bulls***.
Maybe your life is just too dramatic for me to handle.
Maybe I should just give up on you.
You were my best friend,
and I didn't want to loose you.
But your killing me.

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Radium ranted 5 years, 2 months ago. Viewed 20 times.

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Her, not HIM.

I wish I could stop being such an a-hole to everyone around me.
Someone I know, wants to be labeled as a different gender.
I've known them for 3 years.
I'm not calling them that,
Its just not right. I can't get myself to call them that.
I hate myself for it, and they hate me too.
In their mind, apparently I don't support their decisions, when I do.
Problem is, she's my best friend,
HE is not my best friend.
It's just not her.
She will never be HIM in my mind.
I can't take it.

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Radium ranted 5 years, 2 months ago. Viewed 24 times.

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My friends are ALL bisexual. I'm straight.

All of my friends are bisexual.
I'm straight.
I wish I could fit in.
I support them, but I wish I could be like them.
I just can't fall on love with a girl like I can a guy.
It's not me.
I just can't bring myself to it.

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Radium ranted 5 years, 2 months ago. Viewed 29 times.

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I'll Never Be

I'll never be just one of the guys.
I will always be the youngest, and ONLY girl on my highschools drumline.
I wish I was a guy. I wish I could be respected by them.
I want to be one of them.
But I never will be, because I'm a girl.
I think they see me different because of it.
I don't mind if they talk to me like dirty perverts.
I don't mind if they treat me like one of them.
I want to be treated like a guy.
I can be just as good as any of them…

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Radium ranted 5 years, 2 months ago. Viewed 25 times.

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My best guy friend who I've actually had a crush on for the past year has a girlfriend now. I ...

My best guy friend who I've actually had a crush on for the past year has a girlfriend now.
I don't even know her.
I'm motherf***ing heart broken.

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Radium ranted 5 years, 4 months ago. Viewed 30 times.

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It seems like I'm gonna be lonely forever at this rate.

It seems like I'm gonna be lonely forever at this rate,I'm finally going into high school. All of my best friends are in some sort of relationship, and I'm just sitting here. Waiting. Are you just going to rub it in my face more?
How many times are you gonna tell me that "Sorry, no offense 'My name here' , but I don't think anyone really likes you that way."
You know, I thought you were my friend, your supposed to be supporting me…
Then, right after you say that you leave me a message later that night saying "OMG I JUST GOT ASKED OUT!!!"
Thanks, a******.
And for you, other girl.
I'm not gonna say any names.
In just the eight grade alone you've dated…
her
her
and him?
And during that year you were asked out 5 times? I kept count,maybe I shouldn't have. It just makes me feel worse about myself.

Sometimes I just wish that one guy would just come along,
Like in the movies. :\
I also wish my friends would stop talking about "OMG, I totally caught him staring at my ass!" or "I just got asked out AGAIN. I don't even like the guy."
Well, you should be happy, even if you don't like him.
At least someone cares about you.

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Radium ranted 5 years, 5 months ago. Viewed 62 times.

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Violets Aren't Blue...

Roses are red
Violets are Violet
If you think they're blue, your an idiot.
They're called Violets for a reason…

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Radium ranted 5 years, 7 months ago. Viewed 72 times.

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