lol im actually falling in love with this website ever so slightley. Soo my second rant is about facebook. My boyfriend has a string of women on his facebook, some he knows in person from school college through mates or whatever, some from the internet before he met me, some randoms he used to f***. He must have about 400 friends on there and 300 of them are these girls. We got into a fight over a misconstued messege i had seen on his facebook, after i got proof it was never untoward, i mentioned to him that i still dislike the fact that hes on there a lot. I hate hearing myself say that because i dont wanna come out like im some bats*** crazy gf who controlls her boyfriends internet use, but i just think if i had hundreds of sexy men on my facebook what would he have to say about it ? These girls are not girls he's aquired recently, they are girls from his past. I dont like the idea of them msging him on there because i know they are f***ing slags from round the corner who will f*** anyone at any given rate when they are bored. i want to trust my boyfriend when he says he loves me. He actually cried and got rid of facebook because i went so 'to town' about this girl issue. He is now back on it, why? I don't know. He deactivated it but obviously he cant stay away. I have deleated my facebook now, i told him basically i dont care about him being on there anymore but im not going on there because it hurts my self esteme. I mean really what the f*** happend to having integrity in a relationship? I wanted to deleate my facebook before any of this started because i just figured its boring i hardly used it & i know all the ppl in person anyways, so i have their phone numbers if i need them, I am in a RELATIONSHIP and i dont need to be out there on the internet, posting photos and chatting away to f***ing randoms. I know he aint chatting to randoms but it still bugs me. He's left his facebook online, open, and gone to work before and I had a little snoop but didnt find anything, it did make me feel better that he doesnt seem to have anything to hide but the fact hes still on it again bugs me!!!!!! Also i really dont care if ppl call me clingy or controlling, if his facebook didnt have so many women on it i wouldnt even care.