Alcohol. latley my mom has been getting a little crazy with her drinking friends and as of these last couple of days she has made me miss school and other random things which i could not reach on the train. Tonight is my last straw, she went out to a casino and keep drunk dialing me so i listened on one of them and over herd her talking about how im "nagging" and how I think im so much better then she is. This is off topic but my father is a raging alcoholic and is gonna die soon, and i have came to agreements with that, and I THOUGHT my mom would understand that with me going through this hard time with my father she would stop being stupid and f***ing grow up, but no. As i am the only male in my house hold my mom thinks that i automatically know how to roof a house and fix sprinklers without ever having a father figure in my life, so she cries and screams at me because I was never tought how to roof a house. she gets drunk over these little things wrong in her life and take them out on me and me only being 17, no car and both sisters out of the house im stuck in this tornado and I get the blame. Ive repainted my door 3 times these last 4 month due to her kicking them and throwing random trinkets she finds around the house. My life could be alot worse and I think about that everyday and every time i punch the wall. I know this rant is all over the place and is short but im glad that i got that off my chest. good night.