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Drunk again

Except, this time, I'm a sad drunk. lol

I'm sad because tears coming out and I'm afraid someone unwanted will walk through that door and see me like this.....

I'm sad because....there seems to be a no win situation with my love life. When I have feelings for person A, person B(whom I don't have feelings for) would come in acting madly in love with me. When I'm ready to accept person B into my life, he doesn't meet my expectation just like person A so I push him away and then he doesn't act as madly in love with me anymore. So then I'm back exactly where I started, except this time, I have feelings for person B but he doesn't know it just like person A and we have a person C coming in acting madly in love with me. Once again, I'm very sure I have no feelings for this person just like how it was with person B.

I don't think it's any of their problem.... It's me! My expectataions are not reasonable?! All of my ex went through years of struggle with me over the same bull s***! They still failed no matter what they did. I don't think anyone's suppose to pass. In the end, I'm only making everyone very sad, including myself....

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anonymous ranted 7 years, 4 months ago.
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anonymous commented on this rant 7 years, 4 months ago.

You are stupid for letting person b and people like person b into your love life. Stop wasting people's time.

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anonymous commented on this rant 7 years, 4 months ago.

How is it stupid? How am I wasting people's time? What's wrong with giving someone who seems madly in love with you a chance? I'm not using them or playing with their feelings in any way.

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anonymous commented on this rant 7 years, 4 months ago.

Thanks for all your advice and feedback. I've made a decision.

Conclusion:
Regardless of the reasons behind his actions, the guy thinks its okay for me to leave him if I find a better guy. It means he's not willing to fight for our relationship and he doesn't need to be with me. I'm not going to be able to tolerate that way of thinking. It's over. I'm moving on but guy C will never be an option.

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anonymous commented on this rant 7 years, 3 months ago.

I TRULLY BELEIVE ALL DRUNKS ARE COWARDLY MENTALLY ILL IMATURE F***ERS BLAME IT ON WHAT AND FOR WHAT I GUESS MYSELF FOR BEING LAME ENOUGH TO STICK AROUND WAITING TO BE BLAMED FOR ANY AND ALL DONT MAKE ME TURN YOU INTO A BELIVER I BET IT WILL DEFINETLY SOBER YOU UP !

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Jasper commented on this rant 7 years, 4 months ago.

They say attraction from another person can, in itself, be attractive. Just because someone likes you doesn't mean you should go for it. Step back and think if you like the person because you like them for who they are, or because of the enormous amount of attention they give you. But above all unless your standards are seriously impossible to meet, don't lower them. Settling will only make you even unhappier than being alone.

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anonymous commented on this rant 7 years, 4 months ago.

I didn't just go for guy B because he liked me. He matched my description of a perfect guy more than most guys I've ever meet. It's just that I broke up with guy A and still had feelings for him so I didn't feel anything towards other guys. I've told other guys who approached me that I only wanna be friends and never considered being with them even if they showed a lot of attraction towards me.

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Jasper commented on this rant 7 years, 4 months ago.

Ah, that makes a lot more sense now.

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Denny commented on this rant 7 years, 4 months ago.

Pasadena's night street view is very attractive and always has lots of people walking there.
It also has very great performances on the street. Plus, the street is very clean. It's a very good place to let people release their stress and forget troubles.

http://www.yakei-kabegami.com/cgi-bin/photo2/14/14529/1280-1024.jpg

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azn804 commented on this rant 7 years, 4 months ago.

Love a bitch sometimes, never really get what you want, and when u want something, it seem to always slip by. I think you need to have an open mind, if you like a person, work with them and not push them away. Everyone has there wants and don't wants, but a relationship is a compromise, where both party must work together in straigthening it. Love can blossom, if you let it, and not be so controlling where they struggle with you.

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anonymous commented on this rant 7 years, 4 months ago.

totally agree with your comments.

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anonymous commented on this rant 7 years, 4 months ago.

You're right. I should work with him. It's going to be hard because he doesn't have a lot of confidence with me.

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azn804 commented on this rant 7 years, 4 months ago.

I think you need to not doubt yourself, and show more confidence but also be yourself. If you like person A or B, stick by them, and show that you do care about them if during the time you feel like he doesn't care about you. it will show that u won't just jump from person to person.

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anonymous commented on this rant 7 years, 4 months ago.

I know what you mean....I'm not jumping from one person to the next.

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anonymous commented on this rant 7 years, 4 months ago.

You know you love someone when the mere thought of losing them brings you to tears.
If you really miss someone that's mean you are falling in love with the person.

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anonymous commented on this rant 7 years, 4 months ago.

If I'm falling in love with him then that should be Great news since he seems like he'd make a very good husband.

I guess I just need to be less critical and tell him what's bothering me so we can talk it out. Or I can just do my own thing and forget about him since he's not making me happy? My ex said in order to be my boyfriend, the guy has to be a psychic....It must be my problem, not his. I just need to get myself to tell him everything and hope we can solve everything once and for all so we don't have to go through this again. I don't know if I can go through with this. =(

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anonymous commented on this rant 7 years, 4 months ago.

No one is perfect. Dont think about what you ex said. Everyone is looking for your own happiness! Like you said, why dont you tell him what is bothering you and try to be happy? If he is really in love with you, I am sure he will listen you! And he will do whatever have to do to make your relashionship better! Dont waste your time. Time is flying! You never know what you have until you lose it, and once you lose it, you can never get it back. Be strong and tell him what you have to say! There is a quote to share. I hope that can help you!

"You aren't going to be his first, his last or his only
He’s loved before, he will love again
But if he loves you now, what else matters??
He’s not perfect, you arent either
And you will never be perfect
But if he can make you laugh at least once
Cause you to think twice,
And admits to being human and making mistakes
Hold onto him and give him the best you can
He’s not going to be thinking of you every moment
But he will give you a part of him
That he knows you can break
Don’t hurt him,
don’t change him,
don’t expect more than he can give
And try not to over analyze…
Smile when he makes you happy
Scream when he makes you mad
And MISS HIM when he’s not there,"

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anonymous commented on this rant 7 years, 4 months ago.

I already know what it's like to have something I love and loose it. I just moved away from the city of my dreams. I appreciate it a lot more now when I work here in the evening time. I'm not as picky with where to work within that city as much as before. I think I was starting to take it for granted....

In response to your quote. I want to be his only love and vise versa. I've never fallen in love with anyone and I don't want to be with someone who has fallen in love with someone else before or after me. I know it's selfish of me but that's just how I want it to be.....

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anonymous commented on this rant 7 years, 4 months ago.

No one is perfect. Everyone has their own flaw and insistence. If both of you do love each other, then both have to walk through this tough road. Problems are used to be solved. You never tried then you never know the result.

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anonymous commented on this rant 7 years, 4 months ago.

Flaws something everyone have. I'm not saying I mind walking through any tough road with him.

How can I be with someone that keeps telling me he's okay if we're not together even though he'll be there to support me? He's suppose to be selfish and want to be with me even if a better guy comes along! If he's not confident enough to keep me, how can I be with him?

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