Even if we're not together. I don't ever want to see you sad, stressed or unhappy in any ways. I felt hurt when you said that I should put my career as the top priority and move across the country if I had to.
I want to be your mental and financial support. When you're feeling down, I want to be able to go to where you are and make you feel better. I don't need to be your everything or anything. I know I might not be as sweet as you want, just know that I show my love through my actions. If you find a good boyfriend, I will be happy for you. When you're successful, at least I know I was someone that stood behind your success. I really want to find a good job very badly so I can give you the income I make so you can focus on what you like to do, even if it's everything and I had to sleep on the streets. If you completely failed in life or everything went wrong, at least my job will allow me to support us both.
To make you feel better, I added and change things around to make your work seem more successful.
When we were still a couple, I dreamt of us together with our two kids in our own home.