I don't know what to do anymore, I've been crying for days now. In the middle of the day, in the middle of the night. For small silly reasons like messing up my homework, being ignored by a friend, being nonexistent. The reasons start so mall and I find its roots and realize in I'm in a much bigger mess. I'm too normally pessimistic and the same time stable looking that no one understands. I can't just cry in class or in front of my friends because I'm not that type, they would be weirded out and I would feel bad. I don't know what to do, I've got depression written all over my head but I have an okay across my face, how will anyone take me seriously?