So I'm new at this whole rant thing. The only reason I'm doing this is because I've been keeping quiet for far too long. This is all about my best friend who now is like a stranger. Last year, we were both so nerdy. Complete geeks. Well, that year, we got pretty. No more pimples, we found make up, and everyone knew our names across the school. We had a lunch table people had to reserve to get a seat. It was great being popular. Absolutely great. Now, it's 7th grade, and we have no classes together. Usually that wouldn't be a problem, since we text. But once school started, I never get texted first. She never acts as eager to see me as I am to see her. I though, maybe your just being self concise. But then I went online. In her instagram bio, she used to have two people in it. Me, and another friend. Now, she has seven, and I'm number 4. I also used to be her #wcw every week, but now I haven't been it in 2 weeks. And everyone of those weeks she posts pictures of about 10 of her closest friends. Well I guess that's not me anymore. I texted her about school, trying to act like everything was fine, but she never responded.
It seems that she just keeps getting higher and higher on the social chain, and I'm just where we were back in 6th grade. She's leaving me in the dust, leaving me to wonder if I'm annoying her with my friendship. Sometimes I wonder if I should just stop being nice to her, or if I should actually tell her how I feel. The one thing stopping me is that I don't really know who she is anymore. Will she post about how annoying I am? Will she just not respond again?
What happened between 6th and 7th grade?
Why am I being left?
Am I really this easy to forget?