No matter how hard I try... Something always distracts him. No matter how many times I visit... he never tries to visit me. No matter how much I call to say I love you, he says he barely got my messages. No matter how much time or money I invest, he doesn't make me feel like I'm the s***. No matter how many times I hit the gym, he still wants me to lose more. No matter how much I put out, he still looks at porn. No matter how many sexy pictures I send, he still checks out other girls photos.... No matter how much I tell him to be truthful, he still deletes text messages&phone calls& history pages.. Is this what love is? Give everything you got, and try your best not to ask for anything in return?